My Illusion

If I could see..
Just how to be..

I'd do that.

If I knew..
What you wanted..

I'd give that.

If I thought..
I could make you happy.

I would.

But.

I don't and I can't.
It's like running towards something
and then realizing it was only a mirage.

The whole thing wasn't ever really there..
Perhaps blindfolds are better..
To not see the things painted in my vision..

But really.. it's not my eyes that play the tricks on me..
It is my heart and it is my mind..
Presenting me with an illusion..