Power and Awe

How powerful are you..
i am in awe..
Words trickle from your lips
Like water from a fountain..
With those, You've given clarity
To my world, You've brought definition..
You are my purpose..
my focus and yet my dream..
Comfort is found in Your sigh..
Happiness in Your laughter..
To be less.. less than perfect for You..
Defeats my desire for You..
Your strength compells me...
Downward.. to my knees.. to yield..
Because You are my Master..
And i.. i am Your slave..

Let Me Be Precious

pre·cious \ˈpre-shəs\1 : of great value or high price 2 : highly esteemed or cherished 3 : excessively refined : affected

You may often ask yourself - what do you hold precious, of value, of high importance? But, maybe.. just maybe.. a more critical question is this..

What have you done lately to deserve being precious in the eyes of others and especially your loved ones?!?

I mean really, a slave doesn't rest on her proverbial laurels.. How have you made yourself valuable to your Master? This goes beyond making sure you say 'Sir' or enjoy a little slap and tickle.

If you base your value on sex - how good you give it or how often you give it or just how kinky you are, be in for a surprise because thats a poor foundation for anything other than a brothel. Give of yourself.. Serve.. Fully.. Happily.. with Humility..

Have you ever noticed how many sentences you utter start with I, mine, or my?!? Hmmm... If you look at that, you might notice just what your real priority is.. If you're worried about being validated or accommodated, you will find it hard to become precious to a Master (at least to someone real and not a cyber-wannabe)..

Everyone has needs.. that is a basic fact of life.. its just what exactly is the need of a slave? Shouldn't it to be precious in the eyes of her Master? To be the reason for his smile?!?

After all, vanilla girls can fornicate well every now and again.. But, only slaves fully, unabashedly serve without limitation.. and that...THAT.. is how a slave becomes precious..

Goal No. 1 ~ His Happiness..

Do you think a submissive tendancy is something youre born with or is it environmentally engrained into our thinking and behavior patterns?!? I tend to think that perhaps its a little of both and depending on the person, maybe a little more of one or the other.. Ive been asked often 'when did I know?' and 'when did I become?'... Ive known my answers, but do you know yours? Ive always been bottom but, had quite a bit of further 'assistance' along my developmental way.

Do you know yourself and what you really expect to achieve in this lifestyle? E/everyone should have goals in all aspects of life and this is no exception.

Are you humble in your submission? or.. is it something that you express secreted away in a bedroom? Is He really first? Are His needs, wants and desires really ALWAYS first?

If not, why? Do you just feel like yielding when it gets a little kinky or rough between the sheets? Dont get me wrong.. I think we all like it like that too..But, we dont all also continue to serve Him when in fact, its uncomfortable for us.

Isnt that the true test of service, to sacrifice of yourself at times? Its always easy to give when it doesnt require one... To give of yourself to the point of sacrifice willfully and happily for the benefit of another.. thats a beautiful, beautiful thing.

So, do you know yourself? More importantly, do you know what you wish to achieve?

And then, do you know what youre willing to sacrifice to make Him happy? or are you..